Do I give a look of BANK FACE here??? Honestly, sometime, I HATE my friend( well, let be honest), every time, I spread the word that I venture into business world, it almost like I'm telling them that “ come, come borrow money from me coz I have a lot??” while I'm not at all. ALL the money I have in my hand is for my business!!! not to giving away so just u can buy some card!!! Ohh GOD! Why this always happen when some former friend calling. I remember last year, a former  friend  from my oldl school call and say hai to me. at 1st, i do really thought that she just checking me up, but actually ther reason behind the 'hai', YES! she want to borrow some money so SHE CAN GET MERRY!!!!! WHAT THE HECK???!!!! 

And early this year, (YES! AGAIN) somebody from PLKN( i rarely know actually) suddenly say hai...( YES, U CAN GUESS WHAT HAPPEN NEXT) and then this afternoon, a friend i know back in diploma collage suddenly msj just to ask either can she borrow money to buy some whatever card. i haven't see her after we get our 1st sem result.(CAN U BELIEVE IT). Uuurrrggghhhhh.... what the hell up??

U know guys, I'm not being stingy or anything. It just that, how i can borrow u money while I'm so sure i can't trust the word 'paying' back come from someone i haven't see for over 3 years or someone that  i rarely know even back in PLKN or from someone who was amaze i with the my idea of bisnes, had the thought that i have a lot of money as soon i tell them that I'm going to venture into a new business.

Bored, Camera, Sad Cartoon Ending....... & An Ending That No Where 2 b Found.....

2day is sooooo bored... Looking for inspiration every where, but not found even 1. going out joging in the early morning is like walking at death like district. sCaRy cozz it so quite n feeling aWkaRd in the same time... having breakfast with mom, sure thus lighten up my feeling in the morning... making stupid joke about marriage, talking about her experience with dad, i can't bliv life soooo hard.... n her crazy thought n quote when it come to a relationship.... nice morning tho even i hav 2 get back 2 work fas...

Haaaa....... I just found out that camera hate me. WHY? Y?? Y????!!!!...... I mean...is that i'm so..... hideous...... NO! OF COURSE? NOT!!! then Y? well, maybe taking pic of urself it's not usually a gud idea after all.... i need 2 learn how 2 shoot well so my bisnes pic wouldn't crumble down like my self pic.... hahahahaha.....

I'm not sure what wrong with me lately but i've been watching a lot of sad ending anime(japan  cartoon).  the 1st one is Natsuume Yuujinchou anime.... well, i'ts not really sad ending but the entire story about that anime is actually about loneliness..... isn't that saAad( it's my personal opi actually..)...... hmmmm~,~ but even so i manage 2 finish both season just in 1 night n watching it over n over de entire last week... hohoho.. well, i'll story 2 u nex time i'll blog again, ok.... the other anime that caught my eye is Nabari No Ou( the pic), i kind piss off of this anime actually, that y in de midlle i ditch de anime go straight  2 de ending part.... well, the final epi didn't actually disappointed me since de main character did hav an happy life but still Yoite-kun die(waaarrrgggghhh).... but it kind da a different story when it come to it manga tho... well, its usually like that, the manga and the anime usually slightly going 2 be different...

speaking of manga. This is a different story 2 my ALL TIME FAVORITE manga Bokura Ga Ita(BGI). the ending is now where to be found....~,~...i think it almost about a year i ditch this manga becozz it's DAMN sad(yet still DAMN gud), i if not mistaken, it's around last 2 month i heard from net buddy said that it end long ago in japan... So no one want 2 upload it in de net at all?? ohhhh, c'mon guys, dont be stinggy.... the BGI fan is all around the world u know... huhuhuhu.... after all sharing is caring.....PLLlllllzzzzzzzzzzzz upload.....(Begging..*;*)